Sep 16, 2009

Its funny..

While on a friends facebook page a few minutes ago, they had a pcture of them with an ex of mine at said ex's wedding. I had no idea this person was married, or hell, even engaged. While looking through the pics from the wedding, a wave of jealousy came over me. Strange, cause I have no feelings whatsoever for the guy, and I am happy that I am married to Jay. So why the jealousy? Weird.

TX is in ONE WEEK! I am so super excited for a vacation. Were going to have a blast and I cannot WAIT. I need a vaca badly. Plus I get to meet Vic! Double woot! Haha. Im in a funk lately. I sit here and say/type about how Im psyched, I am GONNA lose weight, GONNA get healthy. And then I do nothing. I refuse to let myself keep gaining weight. Its getting unhealthy and I dont want to be unhealthy. So give me some tips fellow blog readers! What little things do YOU do to lose weight/get in shape. Maybe you have a 10 min excercise you swear by. Some filling low cal snacks. Whatever. Share!

Tonight at dinner we said grace with AJ. It was his first time and he repeated it so good. I really need to make more of an effort to get back to church. Gods blessed us numerous times and I need to show my thanks for it more often. With that, Im gonna go catch up on some blogs, and then drift to dreamland. Night!

Sep 10, 2009


Ok, so yest I had a doc appt and I had to be weighed. Im so ashamed to admit, I am 162 lbs. :( Pre-AJ I was 125(ish) and the day I had him I was 149. Yucks. I have GOT to get healthy. Gotta lose this weight. My pants are getting tight and I am feeling YUCK. Sooo I need some tips people, what do YOU do to lose weight? Whats the secret? How in the hell do I get rid of this "baby weight"?

Ive been reading the blog about baby Maddie the past few days. God I cant imagine losing my child EVER, let along at such a young age. The blog can be found at I encourage EVERYONE to read it, although its sad, it helps to remember just how LUCKY and BLESSED you are. I know it made me hug AJ just a little tighter.

On a happier note, our good friends Gina & Dave are expecting their first little bundle in April. They have been trying for awhile and she just shared the news today! I am so happy for them, they are going to make GREAT parents. I cant wait til we have #2. I have some serious baby fever with all of these pregnancies and new babies coming around. Well see I suppose. Whats new with all of you out there? Brags, gripes etc?

Sep 3, 2009


I have been such a SLACKER lately. I havent blogged, havent worked out, walked, or ANYTHING. Ive been lazy and I need to STOP! I need to start getting my shit together! I bought a marble notebook the other day and I have already filled 2 1/2 pages with goals. Some things are simple and stupid, like to make sure that I make my bed everyday. Then there are the more important/bigger ones like losing the 30lbs I want to lose. And I am determined! I KNOW that I can do this. I KNOW I can accomplish anything I want..

Sooo yes. Thats it. Im doing it this time :) No looking back haha. Im TRYING to get the courage to post some pics of me, some full body ones that show my weight so it gives me more motivation to lose it. I want to lose at least 20lbs by New Years. But Im too afraid to post them haha. Maybe someday. Just not today. :)